xXTheBlackSheepXx

Helllo everyone :3

I thought I would take the time to clean up my account here, because after a long hiatus, I *might* be getting a little more active in my art.

I'll be going through and deleting a lot of my old stuff on here, or at least the pictures I deem to be uninspiring or don't really like anymore. I'd rather not get rid of old commissions, but there are some that I believe aren't great examples of my work and would rather not showcase them here anymore. IF I decided to delete one of your commissions from my gallery, I will NOT do it without notifying you (the commissioner) first and give you a few months to respond.

Unfortunately I don't have backups of my art. I've thrown a lot of stuff out, and had to buy a new laptop this summer because my old one crashed. I can't seem to get it up and running again, so as far as I'm concerned I've lost all of my original files as well as my personal bush settings to the program I use to draw on.

I still have several hundred messages on here that I haven't gotten around to answering yet, and although I've read most all of them, I can't see myself having time to reply to them at this point. That, and the subjects are so old I doubt they are even relevant anymore... I hope no one will be angry if I go through and clean those out as well. So that from now on, I will be faster in my responses and less bogged down by catching up on old stuff.

ALSO. Back in June 2015 I had posted a journal for a 700 watcher giveaway (which I'm sure everyone has long forgotten about by now lol) but because of my huge absence, I've dropped back down to about 625 lol. I think it goes without saying that the giveaway has been cancelled xD If I get closer to 700 in the near future I'll just make another one x)

So yup, don't be shocked by any changes. Every now and then it's good to clean out the dust and start fresh again.

Hey guys!!!! *springs out of nowhere throwing confetti everywhere*

I just wanted to make a quick journal to thank all of you for the love and support you've given me over the years. My DA journey has been a pretty wild ride, and although I've had to take a haitus, I can assure you that it's far from over. It still amazes me how many incredible people I've met here, and that I am still in touch with many of them to this day, even after so many years. You guys really are the best, and I don't know where I'd be without you.

I'd like to thank everyone in advance for their birthday wishes, and I'll try to answer as many of them as possible xD I still have a backlog of messages dating up to over a year ago, which I still can't seem to delete because I keep telling myself I'll find time to get to them eventually lol xD

I would like to give a special shoutout to a few people though xP
Thank you Jake for the unexpected (but not really because you kept messaging me about it lol) package in the mail. Like holy shit that candy was delicious. And I don't know what I did to deserve this gorgeous necklace but I haven't taken it off in like a week.

And to my waifu, you absolute dork, for making me this:

It's so fucking romantic and I'll probably print it out and tape it on the ceiling above my bed and think about you for hours.

And I'd just like to say how proud I am of my good friend , who I've known for over 4 years now, and is finally expecting her first child. Congratulations, dear

I love you all!!! And thanks for making my day so special <3 I mean, I'm 22 now holy crap. I should probably go out and buy a rocker and start investing in some false teeth.

Hey guys!!!! *springs out of nowhere throwing confetti everywhere*

I just wanted to make a quick journal to thank all of you for the love and support you've given me over the years. My DA journey has been a pretty wild ride, and although I've had to take a haitus, I can assure you that it's far from over. It still amazes me how many incredible people I've met here, and that I am still in touch with many of them to this day, even after so many years. You guys really are the best, and I don't know where I'd be without you.

I'd like to thank everyone in advance for their birthday wishes, and I'll try to answer as many of them as possible xD I still have a backlog of messages dating up to over a year ago, which I still can't seem to delete because I keep telling myself I'll find time to get to them eventually lol xD

I would like to give a special shoutout to a few people though xP
Thank you Jake for the unexpected (but not really because you kept messaging me about it lol) package in the mail. Like holy shit that candy was delicious. And I don't know what I did to deserve this gorgeous necklace but I haven't taken it off in like a week.

And to my waifu, you absolute dork, for making me this:

It's so fucking romantic and I'll probably print it out and tape it on the ceiling above my bed and think about you for hours.

And I'd just like to say how proud I am of my good friend , who I've known for over 4 years now, and is finally expecting her first child. Congratulations, dear

I love you all!!! And thanks for making my day so special <3 I mean, I'm 22 now holy crap. I should probably go out and buy a rocker and start investing in some false teeth.

I know what you all are thinking.

"Look! It's another pointless journal from that freaking sheep who abandoned us all and hasn't uploaded any art in over a year!"  

And yes, my children. You'd be right. I AM a sheep. And I haven't drawn anything in over a year. 

But I have never abandoned you. :bademoticon: 

Not once. 

Not EVER. 

I was always right here. In your heart. And your hearts were in my thoughts. And my thoughts were down in the gutter. And I've been stalking you all from afar... Wait, what? Scratch that, you didn't hear anything...

I'll have you know that my dearest darling waifu went ahead and pissed off the Japanese mafia (again), borrowing money from dangerous criminals merely to fuel her unhealthy gaming addictions. So I've been a bit busy lately with Yakuza and all that, fending them away from my lover and saving her tight little Denmarkian ass from trouble.

You know, the usual. 

I also wanted to congratulate all of you young people on finishing another year of hell- I mean, high school- and in some cases, even graduating from it. As a mature, seasoned adult, I would like to offer a few words of advice and say,

RUNNN! RUN AWAY AND DON'T LOOK BACK OH GOD THE HORROR!!!!:bademoticon: 

*cough* Well, things are bound to get rough when you're on your own. But just know that your senpai is always here to talk things out and help you get your head back in the game. 

Other than that, I hope life has been going well for you all, and that none of you have like started a heroin addiction or anything.

*crickets chirping*

I LOVE YOU ALLLL!!!! DX *cries* (everyone reading this: )

*sniffles* my babies... stay with me and don't ever go away... 

Everything's good on my end, but I've been missing all my homies here terribly, especially when I still get messages like this:


 showing me these wicked cool 3D models of my own designs ahaha. And then it just throws me in a loop and I start looking back at all the great collabs and commissions I've gotten on here and how it's so cool to see how far everyone is with their own art and their lives and I really am lucky to have made friends here that have lasted literally years.
More awesome stuff:



I mean seriously, you all can draw my OC better than I can ahah.

But anyways. I miss being an active part of this website, and this is the longest hiatus I've ever taken from art in my life, but I know it's doing me some good. Currently I'm been painting birdhouses and learning to garden, meaning that my room is cluttered full of seeds and potted dirt and I really don't know what I'm doing yet, but I have at least 50 tomato plants that sprouted and I have no idea how I'm going to eat that many tomatoes... what was I even talking about? Oh yeah, and I'm putting together some mixed CDs and kind of designing music covers so... yeah. Random stuff like that which I probably won't upload unless someone is just super interested in seeing painted birdhouses and CD covers.

Just letting you all know that I'm still alive, and I miss every single one of you, even if it takes me way too long to reply to your messages. Eventually I will come back to this site, when the time is right.

Here's an awesome song because I'm running out of things to talk about lol.